Still. Verb. Beauty. Chaos. Content.

Still. Verb. Beauty. Chaos. Content.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Found a J.O.B in this terrible economy. SO thankful.. yee!

SOOOO because of the new job, some things might need to be "taken less to"
such as my love for youtube. Oh, but don't worry people (all 5 of you lol) a passion truly exists if I'm thinking of how I can squeeze a vid in my schedule. SO, please be patient as always--

Speaking of youtube, I'm just thinking of how its grown into this

superficial-materialistic-metropolis


What happened in the LOVE of makeup & CREATIVITY that used to enlighten those
like artists with a brush & blank canvas... its more like

wallets & promo-codes now

I feel like the love is gone, and there's only a few of us standing who dare not to stray away from that path, especially those who have been around for years & seeing their face is like seeing an old friend.... (even though they probably don't even know you exist)

Much props to those livin' in the underground, your work is much appreciated to me, brava :)


x BEVski






"And I could still draw.

Nothing had lessened it as much
as I had abused it, abandoned it.

It was a gift, and it was still mine.

And everything else was less real.


What can it mean?
That picture of the world.

But when it's true, we recognize it
in ourselves, in others.


We recognize it, like love,
completely undeserved."

Great Expectations









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4 comments:

1xellus1 said...

Congratulations on your new job.
& you "ain't NEVA lied" about the changing culture of YT. I've had to unsub a few (sellouts). UGH! I do miss the old times as well. Thanks so much for holding out. LOL & for all that you share.

Sha

Bevsthename said...

thanks for the never-ending support Sha!! Glad to know that some one else feels me!

Inner Belle said...

Hey hun, congrats with ur new job! im abit sad, since we'v only just got you bak :( but its kl, ill b here awaitin ur return :) thanks for all your dedication, i absoluetly love your style and as youve probs noticed ur taste in music is WIKID :P

gud luck with the new job, b sure to let us no how it goes, mwah

Innerbelle xxx

Bevsthename said...

thanks soo much belle, youve given me soo much inspiration! i really adore you for all the support you've given me throughout all these years! I'll be sure to KIT! MUAHH!!!