Found a J.O.B in this terrible economy. SO thankful.. yee!

SOOOO because of the new job, some things might need to be "taken less to"
such as my love for youtube. Oh, but don't worry people (all 5 of you lol) a passion truly exists if I'm thinking of how I can squeeze a vid in my schedule. SO, please be patient as always--

Speaking of youtube, I'm just thinking of how its grown into this

superficial-materialistic-metropolis

What happened in the LOVE of makeup & CREATIVITY that used to enlighten those
like artists with a brush & blank canvas... its more like

wallets & promo-codes now

I feel like the love is gone, and there's only a few of us standing who dare not to stray away from that path, especially those who have been around for years & seeing their face is like seeing an old friend.... (even though they probably don't even know you exist)

Much props to those livin' in the underground, your work is much appreciated to me, brava :)

x BEVski

"And I could still draw.

Nothing had lessened it as much
as I had abused it, abandoned it.

It was a gift, and it was still mine.

And everything else was less real.


What can it mean?
That picture of the world.

But when it's true, we recognize it
in ourselves, in others.


We recognize it, like love,
completely undeserved."

Great Expectations









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